Empty road

I was staring at stars in the midst of dark night...They looked very beautiful to me, moving like dolphins in the ocean of sky....I was amazed with nature's creation and started wondering why did I stop looking at this beauty from past twenty years in my life...There were several questions that raised in my mind..But I wasn't dare enough to answer them as I have very less time to reach my destination..So,I bowed my head down and continued to walk on the empty road again....

There was a  cool breeze touching my hands,But I felt very lonely and scared as there was complete darkness filled around me..So,I started moving a bit more faster...After a while,I felt like I have lost my way..I was looking around for signs that can lead me to correct path...Then came an old man rushing towards me ...I was baffled watching him..He came over to me and hugged me very tight..I pushed him back hastily..He looked very shabby and had many scars on his face.."Hey My friend!!" he laughed aloud and said "Why are you so scared of me...I do not cause any harm"..

I replied him back with a sceptic look...Ignoring that..He introduced himself as a sailor..."What!!!Are you a sailor???..I think you are out of your mind.." saying that I started looking for signs that can lead back to my path..."Yes my Friend!!I am a Sailor on my dreams...Soldier on my Fate and Winner on my destiny.People always fall in love with me..But fear to be with me".. 

      Frustrated with his words which made no sense to me I replied back  "Please...I have to reach my destination before the sun rise..Can you please show me the way for that"..Hearing my words, the old man with same old wise look said "Come on!! I will show you the way..If you can promise me on one thing"..

"What is that?" I asked in an hurry...With a pleasant smile he said "Looks simple..But the most complicated thing to do...You should have faith in my words....."

As I did not have any other option rather than following him..I just nodded to that and started to move along with him... 

In the pitch dark...He broke the road and took me into the forest......


The noises in the forest are creeping around every corner like ghosts.   . Every corner looks like a graveyard, and there's no way out until morning comes (which it never will). Just a single leaf falling onto the grass sounds like a scream. I was horrified with this and started blaming myself for trusting upon this old man..But with a calm mind,I  asked him whether we are on the correct path or not. He replied back saying the most unusual thing .."Even I don't know the path and I am taking a chance by following my guts.". Hearing this..I just could not resist any more ..I started yelling at him loudly for misleading me..."..But he din't even care about it...He caught hold of my hand and was dragging me into deep forest.I was baffled with his actions....He suddenly stopped for a while..I could not hold my breath,,I was gasping very fast..He then pushed me out from a bush...

For a moment..I was struck back as the grass under my feet was replaced with sand....It was soft like  flower petals.. I just couldn't imagine what I was seeing for a moment..There was a deep blue ocean in front of me....The seashore was completely decorated with pebbles just like pearls on the bride's neck. 

Adding to that beauty was the shining full moon reflection , oscillating on the ocean bed like a baby in the cradle. Unknowingly,tears started rolling down from my eyes..It felt like there was a pouring of a chilled water on the hot metal of my brain. All the disturbances and the pressure that I was going through my life was just ripped off...I flushed away my fear and ran into the ocean..The moment when tides touched my feet..I felt like I was entering into God's paradise with peace..I played and danced in the ocean with the child within me that I have met after a long time. I have collected all the pebbles on the sea shore in to my bag.With the cool winds passing on their love to me, I forgot about all the crisis that I was going through in my life and slept like a child in the lap of the nature....

The sharp streaks of the sun started hitting my face very strong..I quickly came into conscious and looked around..To my surprise,I was back on the road again but much closer to my destination now..I tried to recollect everything that happened last night as it felt very strange to me..At last I got convinced myself that it is just a mere dream..I looked at the sky..The stars disappeared and just looked as an empty space..There were several questions that raised in my mind again..But I wasn't dare enough to answer them as I have got very less time to reach my destination..So,I bowed my head down and continued to walk on the empty road again....

Without my notice, the pebbles one by one slowly started dropping off from my  bag....



Here, 

Stars represent Dreams we want to achieve
Old Man represents Heart that we fear to follow
Forest represent Fear to take risks 
Ocean represents Life
Empty road represents Journey
Destination represents Death
Pebbles represents beautiful memories

Nenu & Na Edava Jeevitham - Part 3

Tsunami osthunte kuda oka nimisham alochicha kunda Binda Patukuni Neela kosam dani vyapu parigethe Kakruthi type ma project manager gadu..Alantodu nenu velipothuna ante Hyderabad central lo 100% discount offer petinatu antha happy feel ayadu enti abaa ani naku yee chala badha vesindi...Tharvatha na mida naku ye sigu vesindi(Avamanam tho kadu...repu a amayi project lo cherabothuna ana anandam tho)..Next day thondarga office ki ochi ma Anand gadu Intlo Godala ni thelaga chedam ani migilchukuna Fair & lovely cream thisukni Adobe Photoshop lo maximum Brightness penchinatu na face marchesa....Ade flow lo direct ga aa amayi degarki velipoya...

Aa Amayi cabin degarki velli

Me:"Hey Babe!!You know I am your Project mate..You do Festival..I do Coding I say!!!"
(Ani andam anukuni..Kani antha english matladaleka)
Me:"Evandi..Nanu thisukochi me Project lo padesaru..Koncham help chesthara nenu coding ekada nunchi start cheyalo!" (Ani siggu lekunda adigesa..)

Thanu oka sari Doordarshan lo Pandula Pempakam program chusthunatu chusindi nanu...

Amayai:Meeku asalu Coding ocha??

Ani adigindi

(Vamoo yee pilla endi intha mata anesindi..2G Scam lo patubadina Minister la naku nenu kanipicha oka sari..Ventane covering chedam ani...)

Me:Samudram lo Chepaa ni edatam ocha ani adagatam entha silly oo..Naku coding ocha ani adagatam kuda anthe funny andi..Ayina meeku aa doubt enduku ochindi!!!

Amayi: Em ledu..Mona Table width fix cheyali ani UI issue unte meeru kangaru padthu Database table open chesi naku chupincharu...

(Chaa..Mari intha cheap ga behave chesanu enti..Andukaa nanu ala chusthondi)

Me:Oh ada..Nenu Tension padthe Reality show lo Judges la vintha vintha ga chesthu untanu andi..Please never mind

Amayi:"What??..Its Ok..So your good name pleaseee???" andi

(Meeru observe chesaro ledo...Na edava jeevitham story ipatiki TV serial la vesthe 1000 episodes ayina cross chesedi..Kani ekada meeku nenu na Peru kuda reveal cheyaledu..Cheyakunda Suspense create cheyali ani kadu...Chesi meeku mee Jeevitham mida virakthi kaligisthanu emo ani bayam...Na Barasala apudu Ma nana naku aa peru petagane aa function ki ochina muguru naluguru sucide attempt kuda try chesaru ani bayta talk...Kani at last na peru chepalsina Rahu kalam ochesindi..)

Me : My name is Chenchulaya andi..But U can call me Chunchu...No problem...All Close people call me like that..And your good name please??

Amayi:oh..very nice..My name is LoLa!!

(BonguLa ne undi ga thana peru..Anduke thanaki na peru nachinatu undi..Oka sari idaru peru kalipi chuskuna..Chunchu Lola...Byakk!!yee peru vini ventane Coco Cola vadu bayam tho vadi peru marcheskuntadu emo ana feeling kaligindi..)

Me: Oh..Very nice name like mine..

(Antu nenu sollu kota..Ventane thanu react ayi)

Lola: Now..Can we start with our work..We had a long discussion I believe...

(Ala thanu anagane Teacher mundara Home work cheyani School pilodi laga thala kindaki petukuni kurchunaa)

Ala start ayindi thana tho relation & na Work mida frustation....

(Continued)

Nenu & Na Edava Jeevitham - Part2

Microsoft word lo Coding chesi Dani spell check option tho syntax correct chesukune Ma Anand gadikee intha Brilliant idea ela ochindaa ani shock ayanu...Tharvatha ready ayii Straight ga Ma Project Manager room lopalki velipoyanu...Lopala ki velagane na kalla tho chuda kudani Sangatana okati chusanu...Lopala Ma Lady Hr and Ma Project manager kurchuni Telephone directory tho Book Cricket adukuntaru....Thu vila Jeevitham nakana Bewarse ga unaru gaa anukuna..ventane Ma Lady Hr shock ayi TV9 lo amayilani chupichinatu..Kerchief mohaniki adam petukuni Nanu chudaleka akada nunchi parigethindi...Siggu tho Kudina Bayam vala ochina Gauravam tho anukunta Ma Manager gadu "Hey man...Please take your seat" antu edava covering ichadu...Kurchuni conversation start chesanu:

Nenu: See Sir!!I camed here because I wanted to be discussed about my personality carrier!!! (Shock avakandi..Mundare chepanu ga manam english lo kncham week ani..)

Aa Basha ardam chesukodaniki Koncham sepu ma manager gadu vadilo vadu ee madana padipoyadu ento...Tharvatha doubt ochi...

Manager: is it about your personal carrier??(Antu chikati lo banam vesadu)

Nenu: Yes Sir!!Nenu mana Project lo Designing did,Development did and at last Testing also nenu ee did..Aniti kana main with thakuva salary did...See Sir...People say that I am Kapil Dev for your Project(All rounder ani vadi feeling anamata)..What do you say??

Manager:Yes man..I really appreaciate you for that and definetly we are planning to give you Salary hike by the end of this month..

Nenu:No Sir..No..Dont mistake that I camed to you to speak about silly Hike,Bike etc...I camed here to ask for Shifting me from this project to another project....

Manager:What??R u Joking??

Nenu: Yes sir...Chi Chi...No Sir!!!May be u Don't mind now thinking that I don't have mind and talk nonsense...I am..I mean..I am trying to build my carrier like effiel tower in this company sir...please save me sir..You are my 108

Manager: Man..Please say what you want exactly in telugu man!!..I am forgetting English..please man!!

Nenu: Kadu sir..Nenu English language lo week avachu emo kani C language lo kadu sir ardam chesukondi...Kothaga "CTRL C,CTRL V" ane project start chesaru ani vina..Dani C language mida build chesthunaru ani kuda vinanu..Nanu aa Project lo padeyandi sir..Edo ipude oche Jeetham thone akada Jeevitham gadipesthanu...

Manager:Ok..If you think you can progress over there and polish your skills..I am fine with that..I will talk to the corresponding project manager about this..

Hamaya Pida vodilindi ani ma manager gadu manasulo anukunadu emo antha thondarga opesukunadu...Ayina Thakuva jeethanike pani chestha ante yee Edava opukodu...

Idaram okaraki okaram Thanks chepukuni nenu Baytaki ochesa...

(Asalu nenu aa Project lo enduku Join ayano ipatike meeku ardam aye untadi...)

Thanatho kurchuni Coding cheyatam ante abaaaaa Foreign location ki velli Duet padukovatam ee gaa ani anukuni..Ma Anand gadiki jarigindi antha chepanu....Vadu kuda life lo First time Vadi Idea work out avabothondi ane Anandam tho Pandi pilla Burada lo dolinatu floor mida padi thega Doladu......

(To be continued....)

(Inch kana ekuvaga kuda Hero gadi matter Jaragatle..Enduku ra vilu intha Ananda padipothunaru ani anukokandi...Life lo chinna chinna vishayalani patichukini badha pade valu untaru...Ave chinna chinna vishayalani thaluchukuni ananda pade valu untaru...:) )

Nenu & Na Edava Jeevitham

Nenu ipudu Nalugu Godala madya na alochanalatho bandhi aypoyi unanu...Moham antha chamatalatho thadisipoyi undi....Na Mundare una Samasyani chusthunapudala naku Cinema Heroine ni makeup lekunda chusthunantha bayam kaluguthondi...Oka sari pakaki thirigi chusanu...Na chutu una naluguru inka darunam ga unaru ade edo Naraka Lokani 3D screen lo chusthunatu undi vala expression...Vala Madya lo na chinapati friend Anand gadu okadu..System lo Virus osthe vadiki antuthadi emo ani hospital ki velli test cheyipichukune type mavodu...

Asalu vishayam enti ante EE roju ma office lo Project release undi...Adi chese mundara bugs ochayi...Adi inko Ganta lo fix cheyali lekapothe release agipothundi...AA Thokalodi intha danike starting lo antha build up ichadu enti ani anukokandi....Balanga una Manishiki Doctor ochi Aids undi ani chepthe entha kangaru padthado alage Oka Software engineer ki inko one hour lo DeadLine undi ani chepthe kuda anthe kangaru padthadu....Yee lolli Madyalo ma Anand gadu serious ga nadegariki parigethukuntu ochi.."Arey Project Manager gadu Status aduguthunadu ra..Em chepalo theliyatam ledu .Nenu mana company power mainoff chesi ocheyana....Emantav??" ani anadu...Ma vadu kncham telugu cinemalu ekuva chusthadu lendi dani effect yee edava planlu ani..

Inka release ki ara ganta ye undi..naku emo aa Project Code lo Bug vethakali ante Chimpanji bochu lo paelu vethukuthunatu untundi.....inko paka Nenu facebook lo petina kulu comment laki eni likelu ochayoo chusukovali ani Heart okate beating.....Oka sari mala thirigi na team vyapu chusanu andaru Naukri.com open chesi vala resume update cheskuntunaru inko half an our lo bayta job kotedam ani vala pichi hope....Nenu matram Chikati lo nida ni vethukuntunatu code lo bug ni vethukuntuna.....

Apudu ochindi thanu...Jagadeka Veerudu Athiloka SUndari Cinema lo SRi Devi Introduction ochinatu..Na chikati prapancham lo Torch light patukuni ochindi....Thanani chudagane Oka sari Na Gundelo lo love Nagurjuna Sagar Gatelu open chesinantha Flow lo bayataki ochindi...Art Film lanti na Life lo Romantic Film lanti Thoughts ravatam thaluchukuni nenu yee shock ayanu...Thanu na Pakaki ochi "Your Project Manager has asked me to check if there any blockers from releasing the project.So can you guide me to do that?" andi..Naku oka sari BBC channel chusinatu anipichindi aa English vini..Basic ga aa amayi English strong ani kadu..mana ENglish week ani....

Gabukuna thala thipi thanaki code chupicha...Thanu Avi chusaka thu vidama Jeevitham idi kuda solve cheyalekapoyadu ane expression ekada isthundo ani bayam vesindi..Kani thanu aa expression ivaledu..Direct ga Na mokam mide anesindi..Tharvatha cover chesthu "R u fresher?" ani adigindi....Pakane ma Anand gadu andukuni..."No...He was Senior most Professor at Ameerpet Institute for 6 years where he teached C language for just 100 rs..Promise!!!" anadu....Na flashback vadi notlo nunchi vini nake oka sari Husain sagar lo neelu thagi chavali anipichindi...Kani thanu pedaga patichukokunda thala uputhu aa Bug solve cheyatam tho patu ma project ni aythe release chesindi kani nanu matram thana andaniki banisa cheskundi....

Doordarshan lo Chithralahari patalu Petukuni DJ anukuntu Ganthulu vese Maa Paramaaa Boring Life lo.. yee POP culture ento ani ardam kaka Celebrate cheskundam ani decide ayi Night second show "Ada Pilla..Agi Pulaa' ane science fiction movie ki veldam ani plan chesam idaram...Darilo velthu unte Tholi Prema cinema lo heroine la Chichubudi kalusthu Road madyalo thanu okathe kanipinchidi...Ivali Deepavali kadu ee..Payiga Amavasya kuda..Intha chikati lo ee pilaa em chesthondi abaa ani ankuntu unde lope..Ventane Background lo nakalu Kukkalu pulakarinchi edusthunatu Background music ochindi...Adi Horror Scene ooo Romantic Scene oo theliyani confusion lo untu undagane pakana nunchi Husky ga ma Anand gadi voice vinpinchindi.."Arey mama!!Movie aypoyindi Le raa!!" ani anadu..apudu ardam ayindi naku ochindi oka pida kala ani....A kala tho kuda naku conform aypoyindi A pilla mida naku picha love undi ani..Inka ade alochanala tho untu "em jarigindi" ani adiga mavodni theliyaka...Vadu movie gurinchi anukuni emotional ga..."Mogudu Mosam chesadu ani aa ada pilla climax lo agi pulla tho nippu antinchukuni chachipoyindra mama!!cha..Pori aythe masth undi mama...Bathikunte nenu ayina pelli cheskunevadni" ani anadu... Vidu okadu Gemini Tv lo serialu chudadu ra ante vinadu...Prathi daniki emotional aypothadu chicha anukuni alage a rathri ma anand gadi Badha Vintu Lopala ananda padthu Gadipesa....

Next day morning Chandana Brothers lo Dashara apudu Disocunt offer lo koni..Savathsaram nunchi vaduthuna Kotha batalu vesukuni office ki vella...Porapatuna Thanu na vyapu look ichi Na dressing style chusi na vyapu parigethukuntu ochi propose chesesthadi ane Picha Hope tho....Office ki velagane thana floor lo una Cabin chutu atu itu thirigatam modalapetanu..Thanu matram etu chudakunda Rama Koti rasthunatu Code rasesthondi..Kani Swayam Krushi lo Chiranjeevi la picha determination tho ala thiruguthe una..Madyalo amaykanga vala cabin pakana una coleague nanu pilchi "Em Babu..Roju ochi Tea iche office boy ivala raleda nuv unav??" anadu..First athani Question ardam kapoyina...Tharvatha thanu nanu enduku chudaledo ana daniki answer dorikindi..Ventane "Aha na pellanata" movie lo Kota srinivas rao laga..Mela Kanu petukuni.."Chayi Piyoji..Acha Chayi Piyoji" ankuntu akada nunchi escape ayanu....

Ala start ayindi Na Love story lo First chasing scene....Idantha evadki chepukovalo theliyaka Ma anand gadiki chepkuna...Apudu ichadu oka Adbuthamayina IDEA....Aaa Idea Nijamga Tharvatha Naaa Jevithaneee Marchesindi...

(To Be Continued)

Few lines..

Nidra lo voche swapnam chikati lo nee kanu repa chuse andamayina jeevitham......












Chiru navu tho chese prathi kastam ontari ga unapudu ni baram ni mosae ne sainyam....




















Avsaram kosam chese prathi swardam manishi nida lo dage bayankarmayina satyam.....


















Manishi puthune kana vala prema tho gelusthadu..adi theliyaka prathi sari gelupu kosam valaki duram ga parigethu thana drustilo thane odipothuntadu.....














Yudham ante prathikaram ane banisathvaniki odipovatam..prema ane manavathvani champeyatam.....

My contribution to Jandyala Dialogues...

Orey aara gundu vedava..Ivalti ninchi niku iche roju ki oka aarati pandu looo pandu ni cut chesesa...only thoka tho adjust aypo aaa!!!















Adi kuda enduku ra pinasodaa...nuve a thokalo thokalni thisukuni kaalaki skating wheels la thayaru chessi amuko..
A mokam chudu.....
Sunami osthunte binda patukuni nila kosam dani vyapu parigethe mokam u nuvu nu.....
Gudiselo unna musaldani beauty parlol ki thisuku velli make up veyinchi mari site kote mokam u nuvu nu.....
kaaki kuda Eenda lo ninu chusi dani needa anukuntadi kada ra....
Doordarshan lo chitralahari lo oche patha patalu vini DJ anukuni dance chese parama boring moham u nuvu nu...
Goda mida una balli ni video shoot chesi onko Jurasic Park thisanu ani edava build up iche moham u nuvu...
Inti godala ki sunam badulu fair & lovely cream rasee chavu thelvithatalu nuvu nu.....
System lo virus osthe Gandhi hospital ki thisukelli chupiche moham u nuvu...


Pothav ra rey nasanam aypothav......................

Ordinary days of my life

I get up early in the morning by brushing my teeth after that I take bath and get into my ordinary work. I did that from past 20 years and I will be doing the same for next 60 years. I am a software engineer and do the same work with different mindset every day. I never feel my days are special. I always wonder what are the special moments in life that make my ordinary days feel special....

These are the very small moments that made big difference in my normal life...

First taste of affection.....A gift for me from god
















Movements with innocence




















Childhood friends




















First job


















Within my 20 years of ordinary days I had many special moments which represented the true life...

I am still running in darkness waiting for that small light of movements to come again which makes my path clear and make my smile never disappear..........:-)